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Miss Happy

Hi!..=D [I'm Sophie] [16 years old] [cheerful gurl] [loves her family n friends,enemies too =D] [love arts,musics,dances,maths,sciences,histories] [general knowledge high] [hobbies r->dancing,designing things,crack jokes,singing,swimming,play badminton,catch lizards =D,chat,hang out,sleep] [hates drinking water] [very concern abt her diet =S] [48kg 163cm] [random gurl] [open minded,western type of gurl,i hug n i say 'i love u'] [proud to be a Christian]

Monday, December 28, 2009.

When i was just a lil baby, You'll always hold me as gently as they were like an angel's hands.

When i was able to walk n shout 'AH MA!!!', You'll always laugh n carry me to the garden n show me the flowers that You used to water every day.

When i was 4 or 5 years old, You'll always watch over me whenever i was playing games with my other cousins, worried that i may get hurt any time.

When i was 10, i gave You a birthday card handmade by myself. You laughed n said, 'Good granddaughter'.

Remember whenever we celebrate your birthday, the maternal n the paternal side's cousins will always fight over who's the loudest shouter to shout either 'Ah Ma!' or 'PoPo!'. But You'll always laugh n say, 'I both also accept'.

Remember whenever bro, cousins n i were studying, You would always come to us n ask us how r we coping, wad sub r we studying, advising us for our future,....etc.

Remember whenever we come back for Reunion Dinner, You'll always cook for us delicious food. You'll always shoo me off away from the kitchen, afraid that i may get hurt.

As time goes by, You became weaker n weaker.

As time goes by, Your right ear became deaf.

As time goes by, You walk less n will always sit on your favourite chair watching TV the whole day, dosing off unknowingly.

As time goes by, You talk less to us, always coughing.

And then You were amitted to ICU.

I was so shocked, as we rushed to Malcca canceling our trip to Batam jus to see You.

I waited impatiently outside the ICU, praying that You'll be alright.

When i saw You, tubes were all around You, 10 pints of blood were used up, an oxygen pump/monitor were there too.

By looking n listening to the monitor, You were breathing soundly.

But when i called You, You opened your eyes, Your heart beat n breathing became irregular, i was panic thinking wad i'hv done wrong. Telling You not to worried abt us, telling You that You'll get well soon.

You wanted to say something to me, i noe You wanted to say something to me! I saw tears rolling down ur bony face. You were looking straight into my eyes. I told myself to be strong n not to cry in front of You no matter what. I hold back my tears so many times whenever i saw You.

Holding your frail hand, i noticed that there were so many tiny holes on your fingers. I nearly cried when the nurse pricked ur finger jus to measure your glucose level.

Your blood level was dropping even though they gave You 10 pints of blood.

The FUCKING doctor was cruel towards You. He wouldn't want to cure You! HOW FUCKING COULD HE JUS TAKE OUT THE OXYGEN PUMP N SEND U BACK TO YOUR HOUSE N DIE?!

I was at home blogging n on 7.30pm, dad called n said that You're gone.

Tears jus burst out from nowhere.

Ever since i was a child, i'hv always thought that You r going to see me grow up, get married n hv babies.

But now, my hopeful wishes r now all gone.
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Ah Ma! Now You shall rest in peace. We are all grown ups. We can take care of ourselves from now on.

Ah Ma, I love You. <3

From Your beloved 2nd youngest granddaughter,
Sophie.

Happiness is Best =D 6:28 AM

AH MA, REST IN PEACE

T____T

will be heading to malacca tmr
back by friday

Happiness is Best =D 3:23 AM

19TH DEC

yea, so this was my fully packed luggage ..LOL..

in the areoplane

i'm in heaven

n now i'm not

there was turbulence half way through due to the bad weather =/

reaching KL

i love the clouds><....so cute

we reached out hotel room n i was literally finding where's the toilet

n then i saw it == IT'S GLASS OK..the curtain was closed at 1st THAT'S Y I CAN'T FIND THE TOILET AT 1ST =O=...n the door can't lock one..FML

me preparing for cousin Wei's wedding dinner

ANG MO BEHIND COUSIN CHENG HONG (which look like yao ming)!!!!!

i literally omg-ed n was spazzing ><

stupid 20 year old uncle Pui Hei looked at me like one kind ==

SPEAKING ABT PUI HEI UNCLE

><..

he got drunk n was super blur

all thanks to me =D

no one can drunk me *winks* TRUE

i'm trained to drink wine =D

i bullied him until cham cham xD

poor guy

he got sick after that

sayang =D

[MORE PICS TO COME]

20TH DEC

mom went to meet up wf her high school friends

my beautiful mama xD

while dad, ah yi n i went to shop

dad bought a winter jacket

N!!!

n new DELL laptop for bro..

awesome windows 7

dad will never stop buying laptops/coms

=o=

this is the 9th or 10th com/laptop that he had collected

=o=

i'm serious

wad to do?

dad's an IT architect

i'm literally sweating inside..LOL

of cos i bought shit loads of clothes =D

21ST-23RD DEC

basically nth much, jus hang around in popo's house

Yao yao was so damn cute ><

ah yi: where's ur head?

yaoyao: *smacks her head wf full force* LOL

she's jus 1 n a half years old but she's dang it smart

not until mom received a call from dad that ah ma was amitted to ICU n was in a critical condition

we hv no choice but to cancel our trip to Batam island

i tot i could buy u guys presents but in the end..HAIH

24TH-27TH DEC

we rushed to malacca n guess who's in the house?!

IT'S MY BELOVED BRO!! =D

was abt to sleep d..LOL

i LOVE bro's expression..LOL

i noe u'hv sex wf our neighbour xDDD

gangsta LOL

u'll never see this shot in a million years, so ..U'HV BEEN LUCKY ENOUGH TO SEE THIS lol

this too

we saw a supppperrr old car

MR 5354! HAHAHAHAHA

WORST STILL

i saw a sg car whose number plate was SEX9387E

the christmas tree was made of recycled bottles..cool ei?

SNOW BALL!!><.

recycled bottle =D

spotted a marriage car xD

CHRISTMAS!

so i had a crazy plan when we were ''sleeping''

i told bro that y not we come out of the room n sing Feliz Navidad at 12.00am which was..only 10 mins to go at that time

bro was all shy so i went out by myself

scaring mom n dad (was watching tv)

lol

n we saw fire works!!=D

had a vid ..maybe will upload it

bro will be dead then xD

bro hv something wrong wf his....hmm....body xD

will not say more on this =D

in grand parent's house

wf my shades

bro always wanna steal my shades away =o=

cousin Weng Yew acting emo

well, i'll update more abt ah ma's condition

took big face paste (direct translate from chinese LOL) wf kor kor

1st time wf kor kor

LOL

we were damn rush cos mom n dad was waiting

so..din edit THAT much though =/

TILL THEN

will update much more later

Happiness is Best =D 3:16 AM

Sunday, December 27, 2009.

I'M BACK! BITCHES!! =D

this will be a short post b4 i hv the time to update my full ''vacation''

but firstly,

WHAT DAY IS TODAY?!

IT'S KIMMIE'S SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL!!!=DDD

too bad i can't go to her party =(
i so wanna go but i can't cos i'm JUUUSSSSS back from malacca
=(
but anyway, she'll get her present that she longed for ..lol

p.s will update more when i'm free...maybe...tmr?..STAY TUNED =DDD
p.p.s i miss u guys so much =(

Happiness is Best =D 3:15 AM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009.

IN POPO'S HOUSE NOW
stupid 20 year old uncle's here lying on the sofa reading some pevertic pevertic...hmm...(use ur imagination =D )

many more funny things that had happened during the wedding dinner will be updated in less than a...hmm..
i think when i come back to JB will be school reopen =o=

n oh ya!

i din get to buy anything except clothes =o=

so sry =(

BUT!

i'll be heading to batam island n...MAYBE...
i'll get to buy something ._. probably...hopefully ._.

(omg...20 years old uncle's shouting like nobody's business =o=)

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(omg...here he go again...=o=)

ok i'm off now...
^^

Happiness is Best =D 4:34 AM

Friday, December 18, 2009.

GOING TO CHURCH NOW!!
N THEN ...
HOUSE TO HOUSE CAROLING!!!

N THEN!!!
WILL BE OFF TO KL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO!!!!!!!!!!

BETTER MISS ME NOOOWWW!!!

love,
SOPHIIIEEEE!!!!=DDD

MERRY X'MAS!!!!

Happiness is Best =D 1:05 AM

Thursday, December 17, 2009.